This is it

Two days left. Thats the only thing that I'm trying to think about right now. It is literally like a needle in a hay stack. So many things to deal with. Work, school, my dad not even acknowledging my own birthday, feelings that seem really confusing, my future, dream, hopes, trials... All of that matters so much to me. But I can't let it get to me. Absolute focus and determination. This is it. My last night fighting for a long time. I need this. I want this. I'm not going to give it my best. I'm going to be the best. Thats all I need to worry about now. Keep my hands up and my feet moving. Thats all there is.