Tuesday, August 19, 2008

So much

It just seems to be stacking up. One thing afer another. When I find one reason to be happy two things happen to bring me back down. It's not even worht it. Just take my hope away. I ask hat you be merciful and just crush me now. Haven't I suffered enough?! Riht when I start to believe, to actually pray and hope it's crushed. I'm tired of being let down. Maybe I expect to much or maybe I deserve what happens. I don't have any where left o turn. I'm gone..

Devastation, obliteration, incineration, desperation, theres no explaining my situation, why does this keep happening to me? I'll never be ok. I guess thats just part of life.

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