Today I smiled. Not just a lame excuse smile but a smile I felt was actually real. I had a blast at the Masquers banquet and had even more fun playing frisbee in the park after. I watched my boat go over the damn and even jumped into the river after the frisbee. I felt happy even after I lost my wallet. I saw friends that I really cared about and best of all I felt as if they were having a good time as well. Lately it seems as if people around me are only acting like they get along so they can just go on with the day. It felt good to be apart with these people.
The only down to my day was I had to watch a friend go through something I didn't understand. The person seemed really broken up about something and I really wanted to take hold of them and tell them it was going to be fine. That no matter what happens they still had me and a bunch of other people willing to help. The problem is I couldn't. I never had some one intervene in my life. I always faced everything alone. I got really good at telling myself what to do in my head but the words seem to get lost between there and my mouth. It hurt really bad to just sit there and not be able to do anything. I don't even know if I did the right thing.. I do believe the person is doing a lot better. I mean we all have are moments of weakness. Another reason why I was scared. I've felt like digging a hole and never coming out more then once.
~Jerod~
~I Promise to fake a smile just to see you smile.~
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